fuck her boyfriend
"I was wanting you to love me
But your love it never came
All the other love around me
Was just wasting all away
I must have been tripping
Just ego tripping"
arggggggggggrhghrhghrhghrhg
it felt good though, you need heartbreak to care; its kinda like why evil is necessary in the world i think? if there wasnt the pain of regection there would be less incentive for caring about others/ trying to make things work
haha carleton is hilarious "whats karaoke? carry for carry a tune and oakie for oakie dokie let the good times roll!" sweeeeet 4 hours of The Prince of Bel Air to ease my sorrows
im so stupid so fucking stupid
its kinda fucked when i think about it, she had him i was plan b just a tool maybe used to make him jealous, and i thought she was my friend but i did the same thing to someone else, i dont think shes as stupid as me tho i actually was with her, she only hinted at it with me, so im the real villain its well deserved, life is so strange
ahadfgharga need to do something good for somebody else