Sep 03, 2004 03:06
moving down to Laconia in about 4 hours... can't fucking wait, getting the fuck away from this place is gonna be awesome.
I need to get away, I see to much of US around here,
I need to get away, yet I am moving closer to her...
I am still in love with her,
madly
can't stand it.
fuckin shit..
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
don't want to deal with this anymore, and don't know how to fix it...
fuckin shit
want her back
and don't at the same time
right now if she said "I want you back"
my heart says take her right there,
my mind says
"how about you call me at christmas"
i hate this
don't want to be alive and dealing with this,
it needs to go away soon,
and it can't because she still has a BUNCH of my junk.
fucking christ in a shoebox.
-E