Dreamland
I've been incommunicado for a while because I was lost in a Dreamland. Nicole Elyse came up to stay with me for Memorial Day Weekend. She was supposed to stay three and a half days. She stayed for ten.
It was wonderful. It still is. I didn't plan for this to happen. In fact, I wanted it not to, but I've totally fallen for this girl. Each day was a jewel and I felt better than I have in a long time, since I was in Europe last Spring I think. So now I have a girlfriend and a lover. We have talked in some fashion every night since she left. It's ironic considering that I only wanted a casual relationship. At least, that was the advice others had given to me. But even if this is a stupid thing to get myself into, it's wonderful.
It's strange really, how long the time seems. They say time flies when you are enjoying yourself, but it certainly didn't seem to. Each day stretched out beyond the normal 24 hours, as if we deserved a little extra pleasure in our lives. Our first date was a month ago, but it seems far far longer.
I had planned to talk about all the many things Nicole and I did with our time. We went somewhere or saw something every night. But that really wasn't the point of it all. So I'll just remember it and look to the next time I see her. Perhaps in three weeks. I have to look into plane flights for a weekend. We had such a great time running around Great America, I'm to accompany her to Disneyland. She lives about 15 minutes away from the park. But until then I live in the normal world, outside the dreamland we crafted. I'm awake.
It was wonderful. It still is. I didn't plan for this to happen. In fact, I wanted it not to, but I've totally fallen for this girl. Each day was a jewel and I felt better than I have in a long time, since I was in Europe last Spring I think. So now I have a girlfriend and a lover. We have talked in some fashion every night since she left. It's ironic considering that I only wanted a casual relationship. At least, that was the advice others had given to me. But even if this is a stupid thing to get myself into, it's wonderful.
It's strange really, how long the time seems. They say time flies when you are enjoying yourself, but it certainly didn't seem to. Each day stretched out beyond the normal 24 hours, as if we deserved a little extra pleasure in our lives. Our first date was a month ago, but it seems far far longer.
I had planned to talk about all the many things Nicole and I did with our time. We went somewhere or saw something every night. But that really wasn't the point of it all. So I'll just remember it and look to the next time I see her. Perhaps in three weeks. I have to look into plane flights for a weekend. We had such a great time running around Great America, I'm to accompany her to Disneyland. She lives about 15 minutes away from the park. But until then I live in the normal world, outside the dreamland we crafted. I'm awake.