life.. and such
well this is my 3rd week in kent... i love it... boy to i love it.. im fortunent to have such good friends... seriously i want to thank jared and adam for taking me under their wing and trying to make me have such a good time.. ahha and trying to introduce me to thier "hunky friends"... really i dont kno what i would do if they werent here...its a good feeling to knwo that thay will always call to see how i am feeling in the morning or jsut to see how my day is going.. ahahm and knowing they will make me laugh it off
but in other words.. god do i miss my friends.. i actually choose not to think about it alot because it makes me want to hurl... and thats just not metephorically... those nights.. i should be there... but life doesnt always work out that way... oh and i miss them so much.. and i know the easy solution would be to go back to bg for the weekend or nite or what not.. but i cant.. i dont want to go back... cause this i will never want to leave. i need to start a new life before i go back.. or i will be a wreck. which isnt saying much.. because thats the way i left it...but man... i only hope that this isthe right path for me.. so far so good.. but its at night... before going to bed.. that i jsut want to see u guys... paul i know this sounds dumb.. but in dawsons creek the other day ther was a flash back of dawson and joey running in to each other 6 years later.. and it made me think.. i dont want to just run in to you.. they were so akward and what not.. dude i cant not talk to u for that long. and i never can imagine cluless about one another.. i dont knwow .. just that would suck
mancino land... oh man.. a good hour of tears in itself... i just miss everyone.. and i miss ktbug and heather.. oh would i would do if i didnt have u guys... haha i hope we pick up how we left off... i miss u guys so much and i just want to say thank u for being such good friends to me , never liked a job that much in my life.. peole are sick of me talking about it down here... enjoy it.. bunch of cool ass people.. now i wotk and make copies with old people.. not fun.. well i love u guys.. and i hope ill see u soon\
happy and sad.. well hopefully ill figure it out soon
but in other words.. god do i miss my friends.. i actually choose not to think about it alot because it makes me want to hurl... and thats just not metephorically... those nights.. i should be there... but life doesnt always work out that way... oh and i miss them so much.. and i know the easy solution would be to go back to bg for the weekend or nite or what not.. but i cant.. i dont want to go back... cause this i will never want to leave. i need to start a new life before i go back.. or i will be a wreck. which isnt saying much.. because thats the way i left it...but man... i only hope that this isthe right path for me.. so far so good.. but its at night... before going to bed.. that i jsut want to see u guys... paul i know this sounds dumb.. but in dawsons creek the other day ther was a flash back of dawson and joey running in to each other 6 years later.. and it made me think.. i dont want to just run in to you.. they were so akward and what not.. dude i cant not talk to u for that long. and i never can imagine cluless about one another.. i dont knwow .. just that would suck
mancino land... oh man.. a good hour of tears in itself... i just miss everyone.. and i miss ktbug and heather.. oh would i would do if i didnt have u guys... haha i hope we pick up how we left off... i miss u guys so much and i just want to say thank u for being such good friends to me , never liked a job that much in my life.. peole are sick of me talking about it down here... enjoy it.. bunch of cool ass people.. now i wotk and make copies with old people.. not fun.. well i love u guys.. and i hope ill see u soon\
happy and sad.. well hopefully ill figure it out soon