You really have no idea how much you influenced my life.

May 08, 2005 22:45

Did you know what you were doing? Did you know?
Did you know how you would move me? Well, I don't even think so.
But the night came down and swept us away.
And it's so close but we're so far away.
It's so close but we're so far away.

Sorry to those who read my myspace blogs....but that song is so important to me right now...and I couldnt' think of anything else more fitting that those lyrics.

So hey.

Well we got third at state! It was quite kick-ass. A few people were upset we didn't get first...but I couldn't have been happier. State was so awseome.
I really love most of that cast...lol
But I will miss that cast....it's drama and jokes...
It really was an amazing journey and family.

So, which pway are we gonna do?
Peew Gynt...or Gwease...

Peew Gweeaase.

Saturday was amazing.
I held the door open for a lady, as I always do w/ lots of people, and she was shocked and more grateful than I could have hoped for. She patted me on the shoulder and said that if I treat my Mom anywhere as close as to what I do for a stranger like her, that she would be one lucky lady.
I know it was an exageration...but her kindess rejuvinated my already good day.

A Keen Since of Smell and A Finger to Point at Stephen
The autobiography of Laura Cheek that follows the plot of Stephen's Chodiness.
Sections will include:
1. Chody
2. Gay
3. Chody-Gay
Chapter one is intitled "A Surpluss of Saliva"

My sexual life will be forever over when this book is published...

Sooo....life.
It's surprisingly not bad at all.
lol

It's kind of taxing getting so emotional and appreciative of beauty, and then so sinister and angry at myself or other people....but I don't mind it...

Everyone who reads this though, please please please, never treat your children with anything but love.
Punish them yes. But never ever hurt them the wrong way.
Children are so fragile and delicate. They deserve to stay children as long as possible.
I can't imagine people who want to wrongly hurt children...physicaclly or emotionally...
People can be monsters...
I know I'm a monster....but I repress it. So there's no excuse for what some of those "parent's" do or say. Not one.

I would take every child wrongly abused in my arms if I could.
And show them love.

And fuck anyone who wouldn't.

Sorry...I have alot on my mind now...so I'm ranting as usual.

I watched American Beauty again for the first time in god knows how long.
I f-ing cried my eyes out.
That movie so perfectly illustrates reality and how I feel about it.
To those of you who have seen it...you know what I mean.
To those of you have have not....well shame on you!
Just kidding...but seriously, you should watch it.
Like now.

Ok, I'm tired and really nervous of something so I think this is it for my update.

"Never understimate the power of denial."
-Rickie Fitz

Bye
Stephen
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