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Well its been awhile since i last posted. I hope you all fine and happy.
myself well i have been not so good this year, with xmas and newyear spent being ill, and last monday having a ingrown toenail and a piece of metal removed from my foot. It healing ok, but still very tender. the pain meds i was given seem to keep me awake all night last week. Sure yeah.
Back at work now and i am finding rather dull and uninteresting. but i suppose that how its supposed to be.
I have been feeling recently that it might be time to get a girlfriend. The casual relationships i have had over the past 2 years are not really cuting it for me. I find myself wanting to have someone to love, to so affection too. Sadly finding a women i can do that with is not easy. I think my standards for a serious relationship are possibly to high. Either that or there is an element of fear in the back of my mind making disregard any potentials. its hard to be sure because there are so few potentials around. At least to my knowlegde. sure there are 2 girls at work i quite like, but i know one has a boyfriend, and the other, well i seem to have a big problem striking up a conversation with. Plus outside work every girl and i am attreacted, i know is either taken or gay or in some cases both. So no hope there, and lets face it i suck at meeting new people. bugger
oh well we shall see what comes of this buisness trip in february, on which i am the only man in a group of 8.
myself well i have been not so good this year, with xmas and newyear spent being ill, and last monday having a ingrown toenail and a piece of metal removed from my foot. It healing ok, but still very tender. the pain meds i was given seem to keep me awake all night last week. Sure yeah.
Back at work now and i am finding rather dull and uninteresting. but i suppose that how its supposed to be.
I have been feeling recently that it might be time to get a girlfriend. The casual relationships i have had over the past 2 years are not really cuting it for me. I find myself wanting to have someone to love, to so affection too. Sadly finding a women i can do that with is not easy. I think my standards for a serious relationship are possibly to high. Either that or there is an element of fear in the back of my mind making disregard any potentials. its hard to be sure because there are so few potentials around. At least to my knowlegde. sure there are 2 girls at work i quite like, but i know one has a boyfriend, and the other, well i seem to have a big problem striking up a conversation with. Plus outside work every girl and i am attreacted, i know is either taken or gay or in some cases both. So no hope there, and lets face it i suck at meeting new people. bugger
oh well we shall see what comes of this buisness trip in february, on which i am the only man in a group of 8.