May 24, 2009 22:48
I feel like I'm in way over my head. Maybe that's a feeling I've had for a while, it just consumes me in different veins. But here's the thing: I'm happy. I am ridiculously happy in this confusion I am in, I'm happy that my intellect is fighting my emotions again and for once my emotions are winning out. Logic can be a stupid little thing. My brother told me today that the best type of people think with their reproductive organs, mind, and heart. It's rare if someone thinks with their heart, but that's where truth lies. I have no regrets. And I realize even if I say a smile if faked at this point, it really isn't. For once, I don't feel selfish being selfish. And that's it for my cryptic update. Life is such a precious and valuable thing--I'm ready to make the most of it...
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