A tear

Oct 22, 2004 03:47

Forgive them.

everyday i do something i feel bad for no matter how small the thing i think about it for a few days and time after time i feel bad for the same things, my plans change to much i cant go to gaming then i can now i cant again for this i feel poorly.

Dont look back.

i feel all alone today hust like yesterday, no tears lost for my soul or my sorrow. you are my friends and i know you all care for me but somedays i feel like i could die and be forgotten and no onw would miss me and that no one cares

Your one step closer.

this morning after throwing up, i thought about the thrill of leapping to my death but i care about the people i know so i figure that if i rememeber this post when i have lost thouse that love me ~a tear rools down his check~ i will hurl my broken old body off a building and do a twist and face plant the sidewalk.

Turn around to see who you have left behind.

and now what has pissed me off, life in genral i work friday that sucks and it licks the balls but are you going to do. jeff man sorry mate not my choice but you know that already. work is good hopfully i get good tips money needs to be in my hands

Was it worth it?
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