Jan 21, 2004 00:36
Its quite sad when the closest i can seem to get to some of my friends is through a recording... As much as I love my classes here in chicago, I really cannot stand the social life, which is non-existent. I don't understand it really. At home, i have absolutley no problem meeting people and making and maintaing friends. When im home, im always out with someone, always spending quality time with someone, and having quality conversation. Here, none of that exists. I can only take so much of this...and I wish to god, I knew what it was, that keeps me from making any kind of substantial connection with someone. Its hard when you are exactly who you present yourself to be... Some of us, know what I mean.