Feel a little unsteady
So I met this GAL online at this site for locals and she's pretty cool. She lives in the next town over. I'm probably going to meet her tomorrow. Kinda nervous. It just makes me think of all my previous net-things..
I've talked to her on the phone a lot since I met her, but it still makes me nervous. She's pretty and all that.. I need to lose weight badly.
Heh...if my sister heard me say that she's say "If she doesn't like you because of that then she's a bitch and she's not worth your time anyways." the rest of my friends here in FL would say "yeah well...you are in pretty bad shape, dude."
That's the thing I hate about FL..so many beautiful people with beautiful live and crap. I just can't compete.
Ah well. I'm trying to get in shape. Guess I'm just nervous.
Whatever. Thank god I have smokes. I'd have no fingernails otherwise.
Why is this such a damn issue? I met the person like three days ago on a site, why should I put ANY importance on her at all, especially enough to make me NERVOUS? What the hell.
Maybe I'm tired. Yeah..I'm tired. That's it. Gotta be. 'Course.
Whatever.
It's been a while since I seen anyone. Maybe that's the reason. Maybe I'm not sure how to act anymore. hmph! I must act confident. I have to be confident or I am nothing!
Bah~ -_-
I've talked to her on the phone a lot since I met her, but it still makes me nervous. She's pretty and all that.. I need to lose weight badly.
Heh...if my sister heard me say that she's say "If she doesn't like you because of that then she's a bitch and she's not worth your time anyways." the rest of my friends here in FL would say "yeah well...you are in pretty bad shape, dude."
That's the thing I hate about FL..so many beautiful people with beautiful live and crap. I just can't compete.
Ah well. I'm trying to get in shape. Guess I'm just nervous.
Whatever. Thank god I have smokes. I'd have no fingernails otherwise.
Why is this such a damn issue? I met the person like three days ago on a site, why should I put ANY importance on her at all, especially enough to make me NERVOUS? What the hell.
Maybe I'm tired. Yeah..I'm tired. That's it. Gotta be. 'Course.
Whatever.
It's been a while since I seen anyone. Maybe that's the reason. Maybe I'm not sure how to act anymore. hmph! I must act confident. I have to be confident or I am nothing!
Bah~ -_-