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hey again lj
its been atleast 40 days, not sure how much longer than that.
i spontaneously decided to give you up, and i think that was good for me.
i love how im already freaking out about so many things that will happen at the end of this year that are out of my control- and few that actually are in my control.
i just wanna graduate and be content with it, and im not ready, or not nearly as ready as everyone else is i dont think.
my life as a whole feels pretty surreal right now. some permanent, crazy changes have occured in the past few months, and i'm more in over my head than i know.
but im happy, whats up with that?
hah, ohhhhhhhhhhhh katie.katie effing roberts. what am i doing easter sunday typing in a livejournal.
eastereastereaster. pastor king is so ridiculously amazing, sometimes i literally dont think i can handle him, i dont know how any other pastor at any church i go to will compare (not that i should compare). oh spiritualityyyyyy and religion andddd stuffffffff
im donedonedonegonegone
its been atleast 40 days, not sure how much longer than that.
i spontaneously decided to give you up, and i think that was good for me.
i love how im already freaking out about so many things that will happen at the end of this year that are out of my control- and few that actually are in my control.
i just wanna graduate and be content with it, and im not ready, or not nearly as ready as everyone else is i dont think.
my life as a whole feels pretty surreal right now. some permanent, crazy changes have occured in the past few months, and i'm more in over my head than i know.
but im happy, whats up with that?
hah, ohhhhhhhhhhhh katie.katie effing roberts. what am i doing easter sunday typing in a livejournal.
eastereastereaster. pastor king is so ridiculously amazing, sometimes i literally dont think i can handle him, i dont know how any other pastor at any church i go to will compare (not that i should compare). oh spiritualityyyyyy and religion andddd stuffffffff
im donedonedonegonegone