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[lorchii]

So it is true to say i make too much of everything...i believe too much in the idea of destiny, and when something that could possibly be beyond coincidental occurs, then well it MUST be a sign...a sign of what though? Here, may be where my "planned" destiny is created...i see significance in say finding a pleck, and immeadiately it must mean that i need to practice guitar so i can become the virtuso guitar player of my generation..(course im exagerating there...am..)..could never just happen to be a "right place,right time" coincidence....god forbid my life be up to me, to make my own decisions and deal my reprecutions...but i even consider every possible option for something beyond likelyhood...why i say this? because everyday i have at least one "coincidence" and the accumulation of them, well now it feels like the coincidence of these just being coincidences is beyond conincidence...
i dont know, and sadly i cant think of many examples, but it has become strange...and i want to know whats going on....!!!
but isnt coincidence a great word.....such a co-inky-dink
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