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So i havent really been up to much. I just have really began to notice my disinterest in art increasing. I have no desire what so ever to draw proper sketches of anything. I have no kick to find the perfect picture of whatever and copy. Its sad, i even yesterday tried to entice myself back into art by buying myself a new 18 pack box of acrylic paint... and the result is that they are upstairs in my room unopened and unattended.
Maybe its 5th year and the lack of time but i dont know, i really didnt draw anything over the summer, just a few mess drawings..thats all i do know and i miss the love of art i used have. It was nice when one would be so captivated by there drawing that you would spend hours just sketching and looking and trying to fix the mistakes.
However maybe i am better off, art antagonises me to an extent where i want to scream at the painting for not looking how it should, and to bethen at the verge of tears that I resort to begging to a piece of paper to improve....i have so many unfinished pieces, why? for the mere fact i dont have a clue how to finish then, they are all missing backgrounds and the central figure is finished.
I wish i could be one of those people who can draw anything so perfectly from the picture in my mind, but im not, and never will be...its a miracle i even have a slight interest in the thing, considering no one in my family does.
The point of this post is to actually make me realise i havent really tried to draw again and maybe create some inspiration for myself...uh the doldrems are never any fun are they!
as a result of this entry i did
did my plan work for the better or does it look as forced as it was to do?
Maybe its 5th year and the lack of time but i dont know, i really didnt draw anything over the summer, just a few mess drawings..thats all i do know and i miss the love of art i used have. It was nice when one would be so captivated by there drawing that you would spend hours just sketching and looking and trying to fix the mistakes.
However maybe i am better off, art antagonises me to an extent where i want to scream at the painting for not looking how it should, and to bethen at the verge of tears that I resort to begging to a piece of paper to improve....i have so many unfinished pieces, why? for the mere fact i dont have a clue how to finish then, they are all missing backgrounds and the central figure is finished.
I wish i could be one of those people who can draw anything so perfectly from the picture in my mind, but im not, and never will be...its a miracle i even have a slight interest in the thing, considering no one in my family does.
The point of this post is to actually make me realise i havent really tried to draw again and maybe create some inspiration for myself...uh the doldrems are never any fun are they!
as a result of this entry i did
did my plan work for the better or does it look as forced as it was to do?