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so i moved out a day ago. WHOS JEALOUS OF ME!!!
im still at home for a night or two, just until pay day, but then come wed night/thursday im outta here!!! wooo woooo.
my mom is totally being mean about it. i feel like she hates me. i wish we could just get along. shes always bithcy, she is going through menopause, but i do get my bitchyness and nastyness from her. shes always going on about how nasty i am and blah blah blah, well mom. take a look at yourself. your no posterchild of perfection either.
i think ill be a lot happier on my own. no fucking parents or rules to abide by. i mean, afterall. i am almost 20. they wonder why i want out. because they make me want to die when im home. home is depressing. "home doesnt make you depressed laura, you make yourself depressed" whatever, if the conditions under which i lived in were better then id be a happier girl" duh.
i love my friends.<3
i love my boyfriend<3 (who by the way started a new job yesterday and will be rollin in the dough! which is more than i can say for me:S)
v day is comin up....need ideas i already have a few things in mind...but seeing as how the bf knows about my lj i cant post about it here:P
oh im also sick:S blah. i feel like crap, and had to call into work sick today. i hate doing that. i always feel SO bad for doing that. the only time i feel ok about doing it is if im spewing vomit left right and center. such is not the case this time. thank god.:)
im still at home for a night or two, just until pay day, but then come wed night/thursday im outta here!!! wooo woooo.
my mom is totally being mean about it. i feel like she hates me. i wish we could just get along. shes always bithcy, she is going through menopause, but i do get my bitchyness and nastyness from her. shes always going on about how nasty i am and blah blah blah, well mom. take a look at yourself. your no posterchild of perfection either.
i think ill be a lot happier on my own. no fucking parents or rules to abide by. i mean, afterall. i am almost 20. they wonder why i want out. because they make me want to die when im home. home is depressing. "home doesnt make you depressed laura, you make yourself depressed" whatever, if the conditions under which i lived in were better then id be a happier girl" duh.
i love my friends.<3
i love my boyfriend<3 (who by the way started a new job yesterday and will be rollin in the dough! which is more than i can say for me:S)
v day is comin up....need ideas i already have a few things in mind...but seeing as how the bf knows about my lj i cant post about it here:P
oh im also sick:S blah. i feel like crap, and had to call into work sick today. i hate doing that. i always feel SO bad for doing that. the only time i feel ok about doing it is if im spewing vomit left right and center. such is not the case this time. thank god.:)