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I just saw Anchorman, what a crock of shit that was. I now have nearly two hours of my life that I can no longer get back.
I mean, if you think about it, nothing matters in the whole big picture thing. Like, history of the earth wise, my existence is a flash in the pan. I know it's pretty dumb to think on your life compared to that massive of a scale, but it actually helps in some ways.
For instance, contrary to apparent popular belief, I am a huge pessimist. I don't think anything, ever, is going to work out. but, considering that none of that truely matters to me, I really couldn't care. Like Iceland, I really didn't think I was going to go. But, I really didn't give a crap because, well...I didn't. Even though it was Iceland, and it was awesome and etc etc, I really didn't care. And, because I don't care, I don't really vocalize my pessimism, because who else is really going to care all that much?
If I am vocally pessimistic about it and bothered, and sure it's not going to go right, then I really do care about it. That's how you can tell if I do care about something a lot, ya know...if you care...wow that was redundant.
As for situations involving others and not myself, I am the ever-optimist. Probably because I want to see my friends happy, so I believe the situations are going to work for the best because that would make my friends happy. It's very bent logic, but kind of works on a small degree.
I don't know why I thought about this, I think it's because I am extremely bothered by something, I'm just not sure what it is, and if it is what I think it might be, I don't know what that means exactly...
...you know what...just never mind this entry, like I said I'm really bothered i guess right now so I don't know how much of this is going to make sense to anyone.
By the way, this music is terrible! I have no idea what it is but it is God AWFUL! It sounds like a cat being rubbed up against a cheese grater...
I mean, if you think about it, nothing matters in the whole big picture thing. Like, history of the earth wise, my existence is a flash in the pan. I know it's pretty dumb to think on your life compared to that massive of a scale, but it actually helps in some ways.
For instance, contrary to apparent popular belief, I am a huge pessimist. I don't think anything, ever, is going to work out. but, considering that none of that truely matters to me, I really couldn't care. Like Iceland, I really didn't think I was going to go. But, I really didn't give a crap because, well...I didn't. Even though it was Iceland, and it was awesome and etc etc, I really didn't care. And, because I don't care, I don't really vocalize my pessimism, because who else is really going to care all that much?
If I am vocally pessimistic about it and bothered, and sure it's not going to go right, then I really do care about it. That's how you can tell if I do care about something a lot, ya know...if you care...wow that was redundant.
As for situations involving others and not myself, I am the ever-optimist. Probably because I want to see my friends happy, so I believe the situations are going to work for the best because that would make my friends happy. It's very bent logic, but kind of works on a small degree.
I don't know why I thought about this, I think it's because I am extremely bothered by something, I'm just not sure what it is, and if it is what I think it might be, I don't know what that means exactly...
...you know what...just never mind this entry, like I said I'm really bothered i guess right now so I don't know how much of this is going to make sense to anyone.
By the way, this music is terrible! I have no idea what it is but it is God AWFUL! It sounds like a cat being rubbed up against a cheese grater...