Apr 24, 2007 22:58
So...lately I've had a lot of shit circulating around my mind..and its preventing me from studying for my GMAT which is bad.
1) The Heat are really sucking bad at the play offs...its really heartbreaking. Also, it breaks my heart to see people who I thought I knew.. be somebody completely different from what I thought. I guess its like I never knew them at all.
2)Lately I have been trying to get back into the dating scene..and its been okay. There are a lot of "buts" in the guys I have been talking with. One in particular..really pissed me off. This was someone who met me in college, and had the audacity to tell me that he knew me. I'm like."No sir, you don't know me at all, you just know the 'school/work nazi'." I am pretty ticked at people who prejudge me, they know nothing about who I am or where I come from. I know I am a very complex person to understand, I have a lot of different pressures coming from all over the place. I feel like telling them to try walking in my shoes for a day...see how complex everything really is.
I get pressure from work, family, friends, and more importantly me. I pressure myself to study and take that stupid exam, so I can move on and advance my career and start anew in a new city and new life.
*gasp*
I need to breath.