jane doe. =/
today was by far the worst day ever. you know how i said if my tongue was saw then i'd have to take it out , well, it happened a little different. at the end of fist period i was called to timeout where my teacher who saw the ring friday works [ we're pretty close ] she asked me if i took it out like she told me to & i said no. i heard her make a phone call & she said something about me & that i didnt take out my tongue ring. so i went into the bathroom & took it out & showed her that it was out, she took my barbell& said shes keeping it , i didnt care at that point i just didnt want my mom to find out so i was willing to cooperate [earlier i had told her my mom already found out so that maybe she wouldnt call her] i went to leave & she said i had to stay & that ms edward [ the assisnt principal ] wanted to talk to me so i waited for quite awhile & then i asked why do i need to talk to her if its out & i wont wear one aghain.. and she said she doesnt want to talk to you i just have to call your mother because ms edward wants me to reassure that my mom knows and that i'll be getting a refferal if i wear a tongue ring to school again so i was crying once again & then i gave ms bilske my moms number & she dialed it and it was ringing , ms bilske said sis your mom tell you to take it out ? and i said she doesnt know so ms bilske hung up & said well im not telling her cuz i cant do that to you but then she told me the reason why she wanted me to take it out is because several ppl had came up to her and said thats not fair that i can have it done and they cant [ bitches ! ] & the she said one of my friends [jane doe ? ] came to her & asked her if she could have me take it out because she kept hearing people calling me a ho for having my tongue pierced which i think is pretty immature for people to even think that way of me when im like the farthest thing from a ho. so yeha i went around school the rest of the day with a huge fucking empy hole in my tongue, teary eyes, and the state of mind where i dont trust anyone becaue it's like i dont even know who said any of that stuff & i could be walking right beside them it was the most awful feeling ever. whoever you are jane doe im glad that YOU care about what other ppl think of me but if you truly knew me you'd know that i DONT. because i know who i am & im not a slut like most of the rest. i dont think you know what i had to go through for it to just come out like that i couldnt eat for 3 days without it hurting & plus the pain of getting it peirced .