Mar 06, 2006 18:52
and this is the moment of my reckoning.
"Q time."
That's right. Time for the questions that no matter how hard you try, have no answers. None.
Fresh start.
I need a--
cigarette.
dont talk about him, don't look at him, don't even breathe with him on your mind.
but i hate the thought of you BEING WITH SOMEONE ELSE--
SHUT UP whatever will be will be whats happened has happened and what will happen is unknown. There's times for crying times for hurting and this is NOT-THE-TIME.
Don't bring this onto me sugar, you brought this on yourself.
And again, it's your
Loss.
ROUND TWO--
what?
Everyone gets a second chance at life.
*laugh* not if you die--
OBVIOUSLY. NO. a second chance, a chance to fix things, a chance for change. walk the walk that you talked about for so long. Wear the skirt you've always been too SELF CONSCIOUS to wear.
i have lumps and bumps, marks and unnmarked imperfections.
SO? you have been loved. you have loved. what they loved you couldn't see in a mirror. so go out and wear that fucking skirt and feel the attention. Boost your self esteem if nothing else. Have that alone independent time.
YOU-DON'T-NEED-HIM. YOU-DON'T-NEED-ANYONE.
True. Or is it?
Don't doubt me now, or you'll regret it. In this world there is no room for doubt. It has no place in this disjointed society. Doubt should be banned. Wars could not simply stop because the invader suddenly doubted his decision. Wear the skirt. Kiss the boy. Laugh at others. Fuck her, she's lost you. Fuck him, he's lost you. There's always a time to be heartless in this world. And this is your time, you're chance, a chance for change.
I still need a--
cigarette?
No. An excuse. To walk the walk i talk so highly of.
Why do you need an excuse? Now is the time. Now is as good a time as any. What happened to the girl that hit the girl who laughed at her?
--Not sure.
Well you should be. Cause I can see her. She's fighting to come out. She's climbing the walls disguised in black and blue ink. Do it. Wear the fucking skirt.
I don't know if i--
JUST DO IT. YOU'LL THANK ME IN THE END.
I-DON'T-NEED-HIM. I-DON'T-NEED-ANYONE... for now.