Dec 15, 2005 09:30
oh my god. i just want to scream. and flip out. but i cant because im fucking trapped in connecticut, being witheld by cows.
i just need to get out of here. get some perspective. get some love.
im soooooooooooooooooo sick of everything. fucking school. fucking roommates. fucking people in relaitonships. egrnfejhvbyqeruoivq.
i am just freaking out.
oh and im typing in the dark because ashley has a headache and GOD forbid i have my DESK LAMP on so that i can typ of study. i mean i do have ANOTHER exam today @ 6, i already had one today and ive already had 2 others. and im sorry that your three exams cripple you with a headache. your 3 exams that arent even hard. your 3 exams that make you not a full college student with 11 credits. your 3 exams that dont even compare to one biology exam. your three exams that you didnt start to study for until yesterday wheras ive been studying for, well lets see 2 weeks. you couldve been studying. but know you want sympathy. because poor you, you have two exams left.
dont give me shit. NO ONE has ANYTHING on me until you take what i took this semester and will take next semester. i think id kill her if she didnt go home every weekend.
ugh and whta is it with people in relationships like flauting them to people without them. and them telling you that its going to be ok oull find someone and be happy they like they are some day. FUCKKKKK YOUUU. i would pull the shit that you pull. guys should like me cause im not suck a fucking needy person and i have a fucking ambition besides being a stay at home mom.
like seriously why are you in college.
and stop telling me how i should deal with matt. like serously you have never met him and you dont know us. dont tell me i cant see him over break and that if i do i should make out with him or anything. if i feel the need to ake out with him....DAMMIT I WILL. and iu could really use a good makeout session. like woah.
OMG I HATE SCHOOL RIGHT NOW.
i just want to get the fuck out of connecticut. i hate finals cause they make you feel like your the dumbest shit ever. and ebven when you know what you want to do and still want to do it. i have a feeling i might be told i cant do it. and like AHHH
i want to cry scream and laugh all at the same time. because my life is a mess and connecticut is suffocating me.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo my parting words.
those of you at feehan. stay. never leave.]
fuck school. fuck roomates. fuck connecticut.
thank you.
*disclaimer: i still love uconn just not the stupid shit that happens at colleges across the country