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hey people,
I feel a little down today,It is weird. I want some space, or I want to go on a break kinda, but at the same time not. I dunno I think I feel I miss being single.. It isnt like I am interested in anyone, i just do not want to be attached anymore. I do not want to lose brad either, it is not the emotional stuff that I have an issue with it is the physical stuff. I want Brad there with me, but maybe this is just fear. I need to talk to Brad about this. Talk to him about my fears and what not hey maybe i should make him get a live journal account so what i cannot say he can read.. and then we can talk about it. I dunno, I feel so at ease with him which is nice. I just need to talk to him about it. I know he will understand wich is more then what i could have ever said about Joe.
I feel a little down today,It is weird. I want some space, or I want to go on a break kinda, but at the same time not. I dunno I think I feel I miss being single.. It isnt like I am interested in anyone, i just do not want to be attached anymore. I do not want to lose brad either, it is not the emotional stuff that I have an issue with it is the physical stuff. I want Brad there with me, but maybe this is just fear. I need to talk to Brad about this. Talk to him about my fears and what not hey maybe i should make him get a live journal account so what i cannot say he can read.. and then we can talk about it. I dunno, I feel so at ease with him which is nice. I just need to talk to him about it. I know he will understand wich is more then what i could have ever said about Joe.