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I have not posted on here for a while...
i was reading all my past enteries.. from the very first to the more recent ones. I found them funny, or thoughtful.. but they brought a smile to my face. sometimes i would state the same thing a few more journals later. or somewhat around the same thing.
that comment joe made which pissed me off, the one about people who are happily single are more attractive then ones who are looking for a relationship.. when i read it again i was not discusted with what he put... but i found my responce hilarious. i may have been in a retreat high but i was still so pissed off at him at the time that what he put just made me snap. This time i read it without any anger or malcontent when it came to him.
i like going on a walk through memory lane every once in a while... it helps show how much you have grown. and while i was reading it, i could see that i have. lol funny i think i know what advise joe was impressed with. it was my whole dont live in fear because something bad happens to you.... learn from it.
well saturday i was at ferndale taking the dreaded SAT.. i am so scared what i got, it isnt even funny. and i HATED the essay portion, not because you had to write it in cursive or anything. because you didn't. it only lasted 25 minutes long.. and i cannot write an essay even close to being compleated in 25 minutes. i ACTUALLY have to THINK about what i am going to write. i am one that jumps around esspecually if i am not quite clear on the matter. teh question was so multi fasided, and the annoying thing about me is i see all sides, how it can be this way and another way and stuff like that. Also durring one of the math portions i had to go pee so badly that my lower back was hurting. i was squirming like a mad man and thinking I DONT CARE I JUST WANT THIS TO BE OVER!!! my favorit sections were the reading and writing portions.. naturally, and i hope i got okay scores on them. what i am worried about are the vocabulary bits. the antisipation on what i got is scaring me so much...
the fun part about it was that we got to stay in a hotel friday night because we were not going to drive to Ferndale at 5 in the morning to get there on time. that would have been insane. but it was fun we went to the mall afer i took the test and we went and saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants. the movie made me cry so much.
well that is all that happened while i was off livejournal..
besides me keeping busy with school work.
oh and also i am one of the punks who might be contaminated with the TB virous. i need to find the paper that my mom needs to fill out i am worried that i am not going to find it. i have too much stuff to do it isnt even funny.
quote of the day: "life is demanding without understanding" ~Ace of Grace I saw the sign