fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice.......
Please oh please, just once how about i don't get screwed over when it comes the opposite sex? that would be great and c'mon i feel like i deserve it after all this time don't yah think? WELL DON'T YOU? sigh: you know that feeling you get when you meet someone new and you are excited to talk to that person and that person is just on your mind all the time and you can't help but smile and it's probably the greates mix between nervousness and happiness and even a dash of hope that if could turn into something more but then you stop and think about the future and what it may bring Like learning who the person really is once you get past all their lies and wether or not that person is worth all the trouble and in the end you realize that they really aren't yet you go through everything anyway just so you can have those few moments of happiness were everything seems great and you are on top of the world?
It's an addiction. we crave for that feeling and then when we lose it it's like going cold turkey. Once your clean though you always slip and go for that feeling and bam, your right back were you started. on the road to heartbreak for most, someting better for few. if there is anyone out there with rebound dating experience, would you like to help me out? is done for revenge? to not be lonely? Dependancy issues? get over rejection?
i dunno..... it seams to me like dating is one giant game that always ends the same way and yet i fall for it everytime, why? why can't i wise up? i enjoy being single, no one close enough to hurt me.
i'm sorry for the emo post but despite my cheery disopostion i do have my moments of anger and confusion and i'd rather they be expressed in writing then around the people i care about and who dislike to see me in such a state. I just get tired of it all, life can be amazing at times and then sometimes it can be this thing that tears you apart for it's own enjoyment.
I tell myself this all good experience for the future but that just makes me feel like i'm only making a strategy for next time. What will i do right this time? what do i know what not to do? It's like it's one big choreagraphed dance headed for diasaster. perhaps i should take my own advice and just go with the flow let life take you where you need to go and just enjoy the ride.
Sometimes i just wanna get off this ride though. Life is coming fast at me fast and i'm more than ready for it, i just don't know if it'll all be worth it in the. I know i need to be the one to make me happy but i also want to share that happiness with someone. I'm retarded.
-eric
It's an addiction. we crave for that feeling and then when we lose it it's like going cold turkey. Once your clean though you always slip and go for that feeling and bam, your right back were you started. on the road to heartbreak for most, someting better for few. if there is anyone out there with rebound dating experience, would you like to help me out? is done for revenge? to not be lonely? Dependancy issues? get over rejection?
i dunno..... it seams to me like dating is one giant game that always ends the same way and yet i fall for it everytime, why? why can't i wise up? i enjoy being single, no one close enough to hurt me.
i'm sorry for the emo post but despite my cheery disopostion i do have my moments of anger and confusion and i'd rather they be expressed in writing then around the people i care about and who dislike to see me in such a state. I just get tired of it all, life can be amazing at times and then sometimes it can be this thing that tears you apart for it's own enjoyment.
I tell myself this all good experience for the future but that just makes me feel like i'm only making a strategy for next time. What will i do right this time? what do i know what not to do? It's like it's one big choreagraphed dance headed for diasaster. perhaps i should take my own advice and just go with the flow let life take you where you need to go and just enjoy the ride.
Sometimes i just wanna get off this ride though. Life is coming fast at me fast and i'm more than ready for it, i just don't know if it'll all be worth it in the. I know i need to be the one to make me happy but i also want to share that happiness with someone. I'm retarded.
-eric