Mar 01, 2007 20:28
Measure Your Lifespan By How Many Times Your Heart Can Take A Breaking And Keep On Beating
Always remember to cross you heart and dot your coms
Cuz crossing your fingers gives you away every time
And the only "i's" that matter anymore are the ones focused on the computer screen
Pour you heart out when he doesn't even give you anything to fill it back up
Think of it as the empty prescription bottle on your nightstand you've been meaning to fill
But you don't have the money or the time
He just doesn't care
Writsts black and blue from hitting the keyboard to fight the way you felt
In the end you decide to give up an give in
Cuz it's "weight being lifted off your shoulders" vs. "what's the worst that could happen?"
Well, the weight seems to be a lot heavier from the guilt
And the worst that could happen is you could end up losing a friend
Which adds to the guilt times ten
It's a lose lose situation either way you look at it
So do it or don't
It doesn't matter cuz the only person you end up hurting is you
And you should never be afraid to let your heart get broken
But can you really take the pain of doing it yourself?