because it's true whether you believe it or not...
Question life.
Question love.
Question yourself.
Question everything.
Call Me Ghost
If you could see me now
You wouldn't know what to think
My heart is in so much pain
At times I think I'm dying
Can you tell that I hurt?
Does it show?
Cuz I'm only good at acting when I'm in pain
Which is pretty much the worse time to act
Tell me that you hurt too
Just so I don't have to feel so completely alone about everything...
The worst part about being me is the fact that no one, not even my best friend (no offense Britt), understands me. It's a sad story to tell but I could be in a room with all my closest friends and still feel alone in the world. Every once in a great while I'll find someone who understands me more than others but not completely. Right now I pretty much just need that pure and complete, soul-to-soul connection. I thought that I had grown out of those teenager brain-warped emotions. But it's not the teenager mind-set, it's just my mind-set and it seems to get more intense everyday. The only thing that makes me feel the slightest bit better about feeling like this right now is music. Especially if it's sad. Sad music makes me feel better. It lets me know that I'm not the only one in the world who feels this way. I'd be naive to think that I was. I'm not as alone in the world as I like to think sometimes and I know this. Music's just my escape from feeling anything at all. Right now it's My Chemical Romance's Welcome to the Black Parade and Brand New's The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me.
Will you be my connection?
Will you be my muse?
Will you be my hero?
Will you save my life?
He says, "I'm glad your laughing."
I tell him, "Only on the outside. Not on the inside."
Inside it just hurts. All the time.
"Measure your lifespan by how many times your heart can take a breaking and keep on beating."---Pete Wentz
Question love.
Question yourself.
Question everything.
Call Me Ghost
If you could see me now
You wouldn't know what to think
My heart is in so much pain
At times I think I'm dying
Can you tell that I hurt?
Does it show?
Cuz I'm only good at acting when I'm in pain
Which is pretty much the worse time to act
Tell me that you hurt too
Just so I don't have to feel so completely alone about everything...
The worst part about being me is the fact that no one, not even my best friend (no offense Britt), understands me. It's a sad story to tell but I could be in a room with all my closest friends and still feel alone in the world. Every once in a great while I'll find someone who understands me more than others but not completely. Right now I pretty much just need that pure and complete, soul-to-soul connection. I thought that I had grown out of those teenager brain-warped emotions. But it's not the teenager mind-set, it's just my mind-set and it seems to get more intense everyday. The only thing that makes me feel the slightest bit better about feeling like this right now is music. Especially if it's sad. Sad music makes me feel better. It lets me know that I'm not the only one in the world who feels this way. I'd be naive to think that I was. I'm not as alone in the world as I like to think sometimes and I know this. Music's just my escape from feeling anything at all. Right now it's My Chemical Romance's Welcome to the Black Parade and Brand New's The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me.
Will you be my connection?
Will you be my muse?
Will you be my hero?
Will you save my life?
He says, "I'm glad your laughing."
I tell him, "Only on the outside. Not on the inside."
Inside it just hurts. All the time.
"Measure your lifespan by how many times your heart can take a breaking and keep on beating."---Pete Wentz