something for you to read and overanalyze...
.44 Caliber Love Letter Straight from the Heart
My mind draws to a blank
As your hand draws for the gun
Down on my knees with the pistol pressed firmly to my temple
Keep you shaky finger on the trigger until I feel exactly how you tell me to
My eyes dart back and forth between your empty pupils and you steady gun-yielding hand
Press the barrol of the gun harder against my head
As you rearrange the thoughts in yours
Your mouth shoots pretty nothing in the air
Aimed straight for my heart
"I'll give you one more shot,"
You get my hopes up, just to let them fall in the same breath...
"but only if I can pull the trigger."
You laugh. Demented.
Pull the trigger the nightmares over
Or so you thought
Wake up screaming to blood splattered walls and my lifeless body next to yours
Hands caked with blood, forehead dripping sweat
The gun still smoking from the shot to my head
For the nightmare you were supposed to have woken up from
Not woke up to.
I didn't feel the way you wanted me to.
The Shock of the First Wave Hit Us Like A Bullet
Listen to your dreams as you're fast asleep
Tell me what they mean
And if you're still aloud to breathe
I need to know what you want
In order to find out what I need
Honestly, nothing seems to be working...
Please show me how to feel real
You're looking through the glass
To find a flaw that was never there
The rain beats down on the streets
The Heavens mourning us an elegy
I need to make a connection
Six degrees of seperation
I know you're out there
Be my escape...
Currently Untitled (one of many)
Why does everything have to go so wrong in order for it to be so right?
I wasn't supposed to move to Larmaie, for the simple fact that I was supposed to go to Casper instead.
You like to think of the "what if's" in life.
But "what if's" are only "what if's" and they don't change anything
Plans were cut short tonight to make a new friend and hang out with old ones.
There are some good people in this town, but the fact of the matter is...I still need to get out.
You're an under rated person that everyone takes for granted
Tonight was about compliments and new music
My life should relvolve around them instead of you
Everything happens for a reason, but you never really put together the pieces.
Something to Keep Your Minds at Bay
My heart hurts for boys I can't have
With dreams they can' reach
My soul longs to be complete
As my brain yurns for another addiction
To want what you can't have and to have what you'd give up just to feel whole again
Is something everyone's dreams are made of
A future you wish for everyday
Vs. a life that will someday be changed
Give it all back or take it all away
Make a decision you've already made
My mind draws to a blank
As your hand draws for the gun
Down on my knees with the pistol pressed firmly to my temple
Keep you shaky finger on the trigger until I feel exactly how you tell me to
My eyes dart back and forth between your empty pupils and you steady gun-yielding hand
Press the barrol of the gun harder against my head
As you rearrange the thoughts in yours
Your mouth shoots pretty nothing in the air
Aimed straight for my heart
"I'll give you one more shot,"
You get my hopes up, just to let them fall in the same breath...
"but only if I can pull the trigger."
You laugh. Demented.
Pull the trigger the nightmares over
Or so you thought
Wake up screaming to blood splattered walls and my lifeless body next to yours
Hands caked with blood, forehead dripping sweat
The gun still smoking from the shot to my head
For the nightmare you were supposed to have woken up from
Not woke up to.
I didn't feel the way you wanted me to.
The Shock of the First Wave Hit Us Like A Bullet
Listen to your dreams as you're fast asleep
Tell me what they mean
And if you're still aloud to breathe
I need to know what you want
In order to find out what I need
Honestly, nothing seems to be working...
Please show me how to feel real
You're looking through the glass
To find a flaw that was never there
The rain beats down on the streets
The Heavens mourning us an elegy
I need to make a connection
Six degrees of seperation
I know you're out there
Be my escape...
Currently Untitled (one of many)
Why does everything have to go so wrong in order for it to be so right?
I wasn't supposed to move to Larmaie, for the simple fact that I was supposed to go to Casper instead.
You like to think of the "what if's" in life.
But "what if's" are only "what if's" and they don't change anything
Plans were cut short tonight to make a new friend and hang out with old ones.
There are some good people in this town, but the fact of the matter is...I still need to get out.
You're an under rated person that everyone takes for granted
Tonight was about compliments and new music
My life should relvolve around them instead of you
Everything happens for a reason, but you never really put together the pieces.
Something to Keep Your Minds at Bay
My heart hurts for boys I can't have
With dreams they can' reach
My soul longs to be complete
As my brain yurns for another addiction
To want what you can't have and to have what you'd give up just to feel whole again
Is something everyone's dreams are made of
A future you wish for everyday
Vs. a life that will someday be changed
Give it all back or take it all away
Make a decision you've already made