I HATE sitting idle

[looveable]

Hmmmm here I was all prepared to get up and go this morning. Oh yeah I had it all planned out I tell you. I was going to look after gram, house clean and tidy things up. HA! Yeah right! With a little vacuuming and some mopping I had to give it up. An hour, well maybe a little longer than that but damn I had to give up. I started to shake, I was sweating like nuts, my breathing was rapid, I was coughing like crazy and I felt like I was gonna pass out. Is that normal??? Yesterday was the last of my antibiotics. I’m not sure how long I’ve had this shit. I started with the cough last Saturday but not sure if I had pneumonia than. Wednesday I was diagnosed with pneumonia from the doctor but damn it, shouldn’t I be able to do things by now?? This morning it felt like I was running a marathon for all I was worth I was so exhausted and sweating. Is that normal, after an hours work?? I know one thing if I feel like this towards the end of the week I WILL be going back to the doctor. I can’t stand this sitting around shit, it’s driving me nuts. Am I too impatient?? I do not make a good sick patient. I am cranky, crying, and stubborn. I want to get back to my normal routine. I really don’t think that is too much to ask. I feel like I am going to go insane if this doesn’t soon start to ease up. I have a headache this morning but I think that is the tension of not being able to do what I want to do.

Now I think I may know why gram is so cranky and irritable all the time. Perhaps,could it be that she feels the exact same way as I do right now??