up and down.
today has been an interesting day. kinda strange.... i got to school. ping pong is alright. i find it kind of hard to get excited about it tho. lol can you blame me?
im sad. something happened that i cant really talk about. it goes so deep. i never knew i could feel this kind of emotion but i do and its weird. cause i didnt think this would happen. but it has. and i wasnt quite sure how to react this morning. =(
i had a stupid dentist appt at lunch. i got half of my mouth all frozen and w.e and then she cut something off of my gum or something like that. idn exactly how it went. but it didnt hurt at all, so im happy about that. i thought id be able to feel it through the frozeness (lack of the proper term lol) but i didnt so its all good.
a friend was acting kind of strange today. i wanted to help, but secrets are what stopped me from doing so. when the time is right, he said. its hard to know something is wrong in someone's life that you care about yet you also know that there is nothing you can do about it. it gets frustrating after a while but its now that they need someone there for them, so here i am.
nothing much happened after school. i didnt have a rehearsal for the first time in a while, so i was kind of happy about that. its alright tho, except for that the other day, the director took me aside and told me that she was reconsidering my part in the play. she said that it wasnt fair to the other cast members that i had been missing so many rehearsals and stuff like that. and while i can understand that to some extent, i can not do anything about being sick?! i mean come on! i literally couldnt get out of bed for days and she expects me to go to practises?!
well, im going to go somewhere else now. im bored and there is nothing much to do on here.
bye for now.
~lucy xox
im sad. something happened that i cant really talk about. it goes so deep. i never knew i could feel this kind of emotion but i do and its weird. cause i didnt think this would happen. but it has. and i wasnt quite sure how to react this morning. =(
i had a stupid dentist appt at lunch. i got half of my mouth all frozen and w.e and then she cut something off of my gum or something like that. idn exactly how it went. but it didnt hurt at all, so im happy about that. i thought id be able to feel it through the frozeness (lack of the proper term lol) but i didnt so its all good.
a friend was acting kind of strange today. i wanted to help, but secrets are what stopped me from doing so. when the time is right, he said. its hard to know something is wrong in someone's life that you care about yet you also know that there is nothing you can do about it. it gets frustrating after a while but its now that they need someone there for them, so here i am.
nothing much happened after school. i didnt have a rehearsal for the first time in a while, so i was kind of happy about that. its alright tho, except for that the other day, the director took me aside and told me that she was reconsidering my part in the play. she said that it wasnt fair to the other cast members that i had been missing so many rehearsals and stuff like that. and while i can understand that to some extent, i can not do anything about being sick?! i mean come on! i literally couldnt get out of bed for days and she expects me to go to practises?!
well, im going to go somewhere else now. im bored and there is nothing much to do on here.
bye for now.
~lucy xox