...to do or not to do...
*sigh* something has taken over my mind the past week or so. its not like its going to become reality. it probably wont. its just an option that i have. and i need to figure out if i want to take advantage of it right now. before everything changes again. and its not like this is the first time its crossed my mind, its just that now its being brought into the light.
onto a different subject now. he still hasnt written me an email or written me a letter or called me. im so anxious to hear from him. i wrote him another email on sunday night i believe. i cant really remember what i said. just that i think we need to wait til we see each other to figure things out for sure. sometimes i wish things would get easier but they never do. only harder and sometimes you need them to get harder to enjoy life and where your going in life but other times...
time to try to sleep. or go up and get ready for bed and then come back down here. and THEN try to sleep.
~Lucy xox
onto a different subject now. he still hasnt written me an email or written me a letter or called me. im so anxious to hear from him. i wrote him another email on sunday night i believe. i cant really remember what i said. just that i think we need to wait til we see each other to figure things out for sure. sometimes i wish things would get easier but they never do. only harder and sometimes you need them to get harder to enjoy life and where your going in life but other times...
time to try to sleep. or go up and get ready for bed and then come back down here. and THEN try to sleep.
~Lucy xox