Sep 12, 2005 22:27
college is such a funny thing. right now it feels alot like high school and summer camp all in one. its been pretty weird striking up convos and friendships with people i dont even know....weird its how i met you...but i think ive lost my touch. i dont feel like myself completely, first impressions mean everything and i dont want to fuck up. so i find my self toning down on who i am and trying to be a little more of what they want....thats not completely true actually.
ive found a few people who i can be myself around. NO ONE WILL EVER BE BETTER THAN YOU THOUGH. i want to be able to joke around like i do with yall.
ill get over it. its just me nervous.
this room is so empty...its just me the cars outside my windows, the voices in the halls and my ipod. i love this new found freedom. but i find myself being just as boring as before...its 11.im heading to bed soon....
im eating cereal in an empty room...i guess its the story of my life.
gaby
call me...come by...make it less empty
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