i dont wanna go!
hmm i dont really know what to write about. Lots of emotions goin around. Mom thinks i should go to therapy since she finally can see that theres something wrong with me. The thing is i DONT WANT TO GO to a doctor. I cant even talk to my friends about it. how the hell does she think im going to be able to talk to a complete stranger about it?! she must be crazy! i would lie to her anyway. I care too much about what my friends think about what i say to say anything about how i feel inside. There are friends im honest with and then theres friends where i lie to cause im afraid of what theyll say. Like if theyll get mad, if ill hurt them, if itll hurt me, just anything. i dont even know i really dont!!! class is almost over now so i gotta go. Maybe ill write later. Im not sure! bye! <3Jaimerz