But now I'm awake
Lets keep this dice rolling because I've been in this funny mood to write just recently these past couple days. Maybe I do have a lot on my mind, but with that being said I have to re-edit my shit after I post this crap up. My keyboard for some reason is not lettting me hit the return key to make a new paragraph, I hate keyboards that suck!!!
Anyways I had a blast with my little partner. We got him a little pink pig, who I call Bacon. He road it last night while he watched a little big of Yo Gabba Gabba. Cracked me up. I love his smile and lights up my day. I can't help but want to be around him everytime he's awake, theres always something new to discover about him. He loves to play a little big drums with me on the drum pad, and we rock out so hard its awesome. He's slowly getting the hang of learning to play, maybe he'll be just like me...hopefully better than I ever was. I don't expect a lot out of him the only thing I can ask is he do his best in what he does.
I think with everything going on in my head, I have to remind myself to take it easy at a slow pace. I can't really do much when there is only one thing thats ringing in the back of my head. I choose to ignore it to proceed with my day so I do not let it effect my life. And trust me its not just THAT, I got other things floating around in there as well. I think part of me is just missing my half of the family. Being far from them is killing me on the inside that I cannot see my boys. I just can't believe how big they're getting. My nephew Taylor is already in 1st grade and being the little heartthrobe he is. I laughed when my sister told me the story of him having a stalker and how she stalks my sister now. I died laughing. I wish I could contact my nieces because they are my first joy to wanting kids. Carmela is going to be freaking 9 years old. The oldest in the 3rd Generation of kids is going to be 9. I'm just floored and I still do not know how she looks like now, i know she's pretty but I wish I could give her a hug and smother her in kisses. I think I am homesick along with the other things attached.
Moving on with the day...leaving you with this little melody...
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