Nov 20, 2004 00:48
Oh man I have the worst hiccups, It's almost painful to hiccup because my head hurts from being up so long. I almost didn't go to my 9:50 today but I made myself go since I figured I'd have to be up at work at 1 anyway. We watched the movie Sybil which was good but made me realize that I should count myself lucky that I don't have MPD or anything crazy like that.
Worked sucked as usual. I'm really thinking about quitting. I'm going to go apply to this place called Merry Makers in Matawan. Pattie works there and she's making alot more then she did at the Lobster as a host. What pushed me over the edge tonight was my general manager kept reminding me how I can't wear my kiddie watches anymore. Fuck Her. A pseudo manager was telling me that my haircut was too extreme...fuck them both. I already had to buy new shoes and shirts for the uniform change. Fuck them.
I have an exam on Tuesday on a bunch of essays that I only skimmed over. I have 2 papers due in 3 weeks but I will do them. I am determined not to give up in the end like I have had been doing for the past two years.
I have off tomorrow which is nice. MOMA is opening tomorrow and it's free the whole day so my mom and I are going. I think George might meet up with us but I'm not sure. MMMMMM all that modern art I can't wait.