lost for words..
i am so lost for words right now...why because i have pretty much blind since i was 8 years old and for the first time in 13 years I can finally see..its unreal.. i keep thinking i have to take my contacts out but i dont have any in..even my father is saying i look different..i'm not squinting anymore or anything..i am just at awe with life..no i finally know what buddah has been searching for and for me mine was my chance to see..no one has no idea how many times i would go to bed begging and in tears to god to let me see just for one second when i wake up..of course it never happen but yesterday morning when i woke up and looked at my wall with posters on it i was just amazed how beautiful it all was..in a weird way i feel like i been givin a second chance..maybe this will be a new chapter in my life..time to make changes for the better and stop looking back..as my father tells me "your past is like a broken mirror when you try to pick it up and put it back together you end up cutting yourself" so yeah ..some'n like dat..well i'm out..SEE you later :)