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I cant sleep this is driving me crazy!!!!
Right, i was just woken from a really crappy, light, nothing sleep by soljat and his friends coming in from wherever they have been. This didnt put me in a good mood, but i know that i come in late and chat loudly alot, so i was like, awww leave it they will go away eventually. Then i heard one of them say something about crips - was only half listening, only just woken up - and then the sound of crisps being got down from a cupboard. This is the second not nice event, as i know that only me, claire and emma have crisps in our cupboard. Then one friend said something like "should we leave a note...." Then i heard soljat say - and this is really the worst thing, as i could kind of ignor the other stuff - "ahhh fuck em." This isnt a nice thing to say about anyone, and its certainly not the kind of thing that you want to hear when you have just been woken up.
So now, in my crazy, AAARRRRGGGH head, im now like do i confront him? do i not?. I hate confrontation, i try to avoid it at all costs - especially as the only mini argument thing i properly had lost me a close friend for monthes and possibly ever. Therefore this to me is like the final final stage. If i dont confront, then its like im scared, if i do, then it could cause a huge argument, and at the end of the day, i just want to have fun and not really think about anything really serious (except my course :-) )
AAAARRRGGGHH! there is really no point to this entry as it wont help change stuff, but just writing it has made me feel a bit better. A problem shared and all that.
I will tell claire tomoro. And emma. Maybe they will do the confrontation bit for me! YAY!
Right, i was just woken from a really crappy, light, nothing sleep by soljat and his friends coming in from wherever they have been. This didnt put me in a good mood, but i know that i come in late and chat loudly alot, so i was like, awww leave it they will go away eventually. Then i heard one of them say something about crips - was only half listening, only just woken up - and then the sound of crisps being got down from a cupboard. This is the second not nice event, as i know that only me, claire and emma have crisps in our cupboard. Then one friend said something like "should we leave a note...." Then i heard soljat say - and this is really the worst thing, as i could kind of ignor the other stuff - "ahhh fuck em." This isnt a nice thing to say about anyone, and its certainly not the kind of thing that you want to hear when you have just been woken up.
So now, in my crazy, AAARRRRGGGH head, im now like do i confront him? do i not?. I hate confrontation, i try to avoid it at all costs - especially as the only mini argument thing i properly had lost me a close friend for monthes and possibly ever. Therefore this to me is like the final final stage. If i dont confront, then its like im scared, if i do, then it could cause a huge argument, and at the end of the day, i just want to have fun and not really think about anything really serious (except my course :-) )
AAAARRRGGGHH! there is really no point to this entry as it wont help change stuff, but just writing it has made me feel a bit better. A problem shared and all that.
I will tell claire tomoro. And emma. Maybe they will do the confrontation bit for me! YAY!