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truth be told, I just dont care about most things as much as I used to. I don't know if thats a bad thing, as if i'm becoming desensitized, or if this just happens to most people as they get older. I just find it odd to see things and know things that I realize would've affected me significantly six months to a year ago, and yet it doesn't even scratch the surface of my mind now. I feel like I should care about stuff, I just can't. how do you make yourself care? I don't wanna fuckin care, and I dont. I've never had that control over myself before. I don't want a girl, I dont want that weight, I don't want that responsibility. I'm fine without it. I get my kicks without being tied down. I never would've thought that I'd be content with that a year ago. but for right now, I am.