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i don't even know what to say anymore. what i can think to say shouldn't go on here i need a new outlet. i'm sorry if i'm such a terrible person. but i don't know what i could've done; i don't know what to do. no one cares to know me. and i can't think of how to change that. i know i need to be comfortable with myself, but i'm still only 19 i'm not supposed to know everything and how come everyone else thinks they do. how am i supposed to change if i don't know what is wrong? i've never been comfortable with myself as a person. there i said it. and just because i did doesn't change anything, just makes me openly insecure, instead of just obviously.