sorry about that
why is suicide so damned difficult?
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I'm sorry that I posted this yesterday. I didn't have the time to tell in full detail the reasons why I'm upset with my life.
This wasn't meant to upset anyone.
Well I'm now moving away to Tennessee (dammit. this keyboard is a piece of shit) even after all of the shit that my parents have put me through with the divorce, drugs, etc. Honestly, I don't mind the move. It'll be nice to get away for a while. However, this means that I have to leave Anh behind. She does need me right now, and I know that. That is what kills me to leave. It's Anh and the fact that I'll lose all stability once I move to that place. I've lost almost everything. Now I get to lose what was left untouched by my family's hurricane of drama. Maybe I should go see a shrink or something because this is just stupid depressing. fuck.
I'll post more later. This keyboard is fucked.
-spiffai
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I'm sorry that I posted this yesterday. I didn't have the time to tell in full detail the reasons why I'm upset with my life.
This wasn't meant to upset anyone.
Well I'm now moving away to Tennessee (dammit. this keyboard is a piece of shit) even after all of the shit that my parents have put me through with the divorce, drugs, etc. Honestly, I don't mind the move. It'll be nice to get away for a while. However, this means that I have to leave Anh behind. She does need me right now, and I know that. That is what kills me to leave. It's Anh and the fact that I'll lose all stability once I move to that place. I've lost almost everything. Now I get to lose what was left untouched by my family's hurricane of drama. Maybe I should go see a shrink or something because this is just stupid depressing. fuck.
I'll post more later. This keyboard is fucked.
-spiffai