Dec 14, 2008 18:44
So, I left for Duluth again last Wednesday because I got a call from my dad saying she only had hours/days left. So I hurried up there and was there until last night (Saturday) and she is still with us. Not doing well, but still kickin'. She will wake up sometimes and have brief moments of lucidity. I slept at her hospice room one night and at her house the other nights. I just got stir-crazy because I didn't have a life outside of the hospice house. I would basically spend all day there, and it's not to say that I didn't want to be there, but at some point the uncertainty of it all just drove me crazy. So here I am, back in the cities, and I have to study for a final that I have on Wednesday. All of my professors were willing to give me Incompletes, which was nice, but I think I'd feel better if I were able to get more done and be able to relax a little over January before starting the last semester (hopefully) of my undergraduate career.
I want to be able to do fun things again.