Life and I are in a battle to the death, and sadly, life is winning.

[loone_drow]

Man, I am so totally exhausted right now. School is kicking my ass like never before. I hate the end of the school year. Especially this one. I have senioritis without the senior bit. I have literally ditched more times this last month and a half than I have ever before. Couple that with the fact that teachers are BITCHES and give out all their projects in the last month AND finals, AND AP Gov test tomorrow, I am ready to just roll over and give up. Honestly. I'm sick of it all. I feel like I'm pushing against a wall, trying to get all the things I have to get done. And I'm naturally a really bad procrastinator. It sucks. I feel like I have no time to spend socially with my friends, which is what I wish I was concentrating most on because a lot of my friends are seniors and will be gone next year *sob*, and I'm very socially inclined. I hate being alone. Plus I have this friendship I just struck up with one of the most awesome and intuiging guy I have every met, and it's in the very fragile stage, where if I don't become good friends with him now, summer will come, and *poof* all the time I've spent cultivating this will go down the drain due to lack of hanging out. And I don't want that to happen because of stupid fucking school. Argh.
To Do List:

Study for AP Gov test (tomorrow)
Do 6-8 page french report due thursday
Do Calculus report due tomorrow (but won't be actually turned in until thursday)
Do Botany report due next wednsday
Study for Brit Lit test on friday and do essay
Take pre AP Psych test (thursday)
Figure out how work schedule will fit around being a junior escort
Finish Spamp documentary on Anna's tattoo (May 20th)
Apply for summer job
Figure out how to propel relationship with cool guy from aquaintance into friendship
Study for finals for 6 classes (photo is excluded)

Bright lights at end of tunnel: Ruben's Party. Summer. Smoking ze weed.