Then ask me what its like to have myself so figured out......

[loompa_kid]

Hello everyone!!! I hope everyone is doing well and is healthy. I really cant believe that it is already the 4th of july weekend. Im still grounded like ive been for awhile now but im getting through it. I wud dislike my mom a whole lot if i was grounded the whole summer cuz of this shit. I dont think any kid these days really gets grounded like i do. I'm not complaining cuz im kinda used to it but i think any kid wud go crazy with the shit my mom does to punish me. She seriously makes my house into a fucking nazi prison camp and its so ridiculous that it is kinda funny. The thing is im so used to all the shit she does that i get through it easily. She hates the fact that i can get though all of it with no problem that she trys to out smart me but never does. Everything she hides from me.....i find. Everytime she yells at me....i learn to not listen. I just know how to get though all the shit she has to throw at me. I do wish i had my life back though. I mean i really have cleaned up my act and havent even had the urge to smoke or do anything bad (besides drink). I mean every kid likes to party and it is perfectly fine to but i kinda crossed the line and fucked up everything i had that was ever good. I kinda realized that i dont want to be like a person i know and i feel that if i was turning into that then i wud be the one thing that i once hated. I dont want to ever be like that. I started to be like that one person but i realized that it isnt a way to live. Im trying and i mean im really trying to lead a better life then what i had before. I mean i can still have the friends i had but i just wont do what they do and still have fun. I miss my life and hopfully ill get it back so everyone pray for me to get my life back.

Ur tounge is the rudder that steers the whole ship, sends the words past your lips, or keeps them safe behind your teeth.....