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Im an asshole and the stupidest boyfriend ever. I love anna to death and i never want her to be mad at me but i make her madder and madder everytime i talk to her. Now if that isnt an idiot ill keep on goin for ur amusement. Then the main reason why she gets irratated with me is when i dont call her and i havent talked to her in a day. Now that is an asshole for you. I have realized that a lot of things lately. I think its the fact that u realize a lot of things when u dont sleep. I can never sleep cuz of her.....its the fact that i cant stop thinking about her. Im restless due to her and that makes me realize that she deserves a better life than she has now. If i cud have one wish i wud wish for her to have a better life than she does now. I know ill probally get in trouble for this entry by everyone but idc. I just wish that she cud have a happier better life......even if it is without me. I think that is the least selfish i cud get cuz i love her to death. I dont want her to be mad and i love her but i want her to be happy and have fun all the time. I love her and the only thing i want is for her to be happy and do what she wants to do with her life. Im srry that i irratate her all the time but i guess that its just me and thats all my fault. Im srry anna i love you.
There are no useful drugs, to escape from feeling numb.......
There are no useful drugs, to escape from feeling numb.......