Nov 11, 2005 16:49
Today I had the day off since the military doesn’t work on veterans day. I cleaned the house up, went candle crazy, organized the pantry, worked out, took a LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG shower, and talked to Stephanie online.
Things are much better. We both apologized for being bitches, and I do care about her. I didn’t mean a lot of the things I said, I was just angry. At what I cant really say, because I don’t really think I understand it myself. She’s just found out some great news. She’s going to be a mommy. I cant wait to find out what it is so I can start making a mommy and me blanket for her. I’m happy for her and danny and I hope this will better their relationship. Danny needs some growing up, and I think it will make him realize that he needs to act more mature. Hopefully for the babies sake they wont fight as much anymore either.
I miss the girls today. Hope had her shots done and she cried. Poor baby. I have a awesome picture of them. I love it. You’ll have to see it for yourself. It’s priceless.
John is still at work. I miss him when he’s there. But I love that I appreciate him more now that I’m not with him twenty four hours a day seven days a week.
My medicine is still working out great for me. When I don’t take it I feel like a zombie. I really wish I didn’t have to rely on medicine to keep my sane, but as long as it’s working for me, I guess I’ll have to deal with it.
John’s family wants to take us out to dinner, but John is at work still. So it looks like we won’t be going.