bored bored.. boreder.
I haven’t felt this well in a long time. I think the medicines are helping me quite a bit. It also feels good that we can pay our bills now without worry. I haven’t been stressed out and I have been more loveable. I have been so kind to everyone, and I feel like my relationship with John is getting better.
I get to baby sit the babies for four days. The 23rd to the 26th. When I say babies I mean a almost two year old and a seven week old. I cant wait. I’m so excited. I love the fact that their mom can trust me enough to leave her seven week old baby with me for four days! It makes me feel like I’m important and I can really do stuff on my own. Even though last time I baby sat my mom came over every day, but that’s because she wanted to see the babies too.
John has been working long hours. Usually anywhere between 9.5 - 12 hours a day. His paychecks are going to be good for a month or so. It’s the really busy time of the year for wine, and they need all the help they can get. They don’t have many people working there so the ones that they have they work really hard. He doesn’t mind though. He likes it. His boss likes him and he gets along with everyone at the winery, which is good. Most people feel intimidated by John, but these people seem not to be and that’s good. John doesn’t like to make anyone feel inferior. I miss him so much when he works though.
I’m bored all day long, with Danny and Stephanie sleeping most of the time and John at work I’m up by myself from about 6-1. I feel tired a lot lately because of the new medicine they have me on. It’s called Geodon. It’s for the bi polar tendencies. I also now take a daily vitamin, birth control, and Zoloft. 5 pills a day. I’m such a druggie. LOL.
Well. John should hopefully be getting off work soon. So I’m going to go get the house cleaned up and run a bubble bath for him and I.
Here’s a picture to hold you over….
Haleigh and I.
