eye miss u
I miss John. He’s at work, and wont be home for a another five hours or more. He had to go get his physical done today, and then they sent him to another doctors office to do the rest. He’s there now, then he’s heading back to work.
I don’t know what’s going on, but I got a weird phone call from Krista’s uncle asking me if I knew where she and Randy were because apparently he wants to slap Randy around a bit. So Krista if you read this, maybe you should call uncle Sam. I don’t want to get into your business, but I’m here for you if you need me. I know things have been shitty lately, but I’m always here for you. And I’ll leave it at that.
I still haven’t gotten my blood work done. I shouldn’t keep putting it off, but I cant bring myself to go do it. I should call my doctor and let her know that I need a little more time, and re schedule my appointment.
Stephanie and I have to work Friday. I really don’t want to be the counter. I refuse to be the counter. I will write. That is it. She gets to do the counting. Or maybe I’ll take turns. We have to leave here at 3PM to be there by 4:30PM. Barb says that it’s going to be a big inventory. There is also one on Saturday at the same place. It’s only about an hour or so away in Dublin, but I still am not looking forward to the drive.
Lately I’ve been feeling pretty good. I’ve gotten up fairly early every morning and have cleaned the entire house because I want to. I see it like this. I’m up, I’m awake, I’m capable, I’m bored, I have nothing to do, why sit on my lazy ass? So I start in my bedroom and work my way out to the living room. I wait to vacuum until Stephanie and Danny are awake though because I’m a nice girl like that. I even made dinner last night and enjoyed it. I think the Zoloft is doing good for me. I haven’t yelled at anyone, John and I haven’t argued. I’ve gotten along with my step dad and I haven’t really been anti-social and bitchy. I haven’t felt this good in a long time. I just hope it stays this way.
I talked to Sammi yesterday. She’s doing good. She’s got herself a job, and her and G looked very happy together. I miss her like crazy, and I want her to do well there with G. I really hope she sees how much I care about her and G, and how much I love them both to pieces.
I think it’s time to get up and do something. I don’t like sitting still anymore. So until next time..
XoXoXoX
I don’t know what’s going on, but I got a weird phone call from Krista’s uncle asking me if I knew where she and Randy were because apparently he wants to slap Randy around a bit. So Krista if you read this, maybe you should call uncle Sam. I don’t want to get into your business, but I’m here for you if you need me. I know things have been shitty lately, but I’m always here for you. And I’ll leave it at that.
I still haven’t gotten my blood work done. I shouldn’t keep putting it off, but I cant bring myself to go do it. I should call my doctor and let her know that I need a little more time, and re schedule my appointment.
Stephanie and I have to work Friday. I really don’t want to be the counter. I refuse to be the counter. I will write. That is it. She gets to do the counting. Or maybe I’ll take turns. We have to leave here at 3PM to be there by 4:30PM. Barb says that it’s going to be a big inventory. There is also one on Saturday at the same place. It’s only about an hour or so away in Dublin, but I still am not looking forward to the drive.
Lately I’ve been feeling pretty good. I’ve gotten up fairly early every morning and have cleaned the entire house because I want to. I see it like this. I’m up, I’m awake, I’m capable, I’m bored, I have nothing to do, why sit on my lazy ass? So I start in my bedroom and work my way out to the living room. I wait to vacuum until Stephanie and Danny are awake though because I’m a nice girl like that. I even made dinner last night and enjoyed it. I think the Zoloft is doing good for me. I haven’t yelled at anyone, John and I haven’t argued. I’ve gotten along with my step dad and I haven’t really been anti-social and bitchy. I haven’t felt this good in a long time. I just hope it stays this way.
I talked to Sammi yesterday. She’s doing good. She’s got herself a job, and her and G looked very happy together. I miss her like crazy, and I want her to do well there with G. I really hope she sees how much I care about her and G, and how much I love them both to pieces.
I think it’s time to get up and do something. I don’t like sitting still anymore. So until next time..
XoXoXoX