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well hello everyone. today is a much better day then last time i wrote. got housing today. move in at the end of this month. so i can start decorating and stuff. exciting. in temps i cant do that. also ive been talking to laurens mom alot now. shes wonderful. its good to talk to her even though me and lauren arent friends anymore. hmmm pregnacy sucks. i mean im happy im gonna have a family with the man i love but the bad things....ive got a high risk pregnacy cuz of my connective tissue disorder and i cant take my medications and im in alot of pain. ive also got morning sickness all day. ive been drinking like a gallon of water a day and now i wanna throw up everytime i sip it. gayness. ohhh im craving chinese! ormond has the best at royal dinesty. someone should send me some...YUMMY hmmm coming home to visit the end of the month. well be there for july 4th. i think our whole family is gonna get together and have a bbq and get drunk. but me, cant drink. i hate it when we go out and i cant drink. like here in germany the drinking age is 18 so when we first got here we were going out alot and getting drunk, staying home and drinking together. so we went to the bar a few weeks ago and it was andys friends bday and everyone was so drunk and i was sober and i wanted to shoot myself. people are so dumb when they drink but ya i guess i was funny. well ive gotta head home, ive got a long walk ahead of me.