Sep 16, 2006 00:55
Ok so I just finished watching West Side Story for the first time tonight with my new friend Lauren and oh my goodness gracious it is an amazing movie. I think it's so true about people only knowing how to do things by fighting. I'm with Doc on this one. I was also watching youtube today (the greatest way to waste your time in the world) and I watched a little movie about how humans are just monkeys. Monkeys fighting with monkeys... I mean I dont think that we're monkeys but the concept of us fighting just to fight has really gotten to me today. I mean I look at college, and here there are 30,000 people, and at least 4,000 freshmen that I can get jealous of their looks, or boyfriends, or social lives in general and forget about just being myself. And then in the same sense, I can try so hard to be different when really I just need to find me first. I really don't know if this is making sense, and maybe that's what livejournal is for, but I just know that this is where I'm supposed to be, and now I've just got to figure out what I'm supposed to do when I'm here.