May 10, 2010 20:36
For all my life something has tormented me, something that torments many I believe. What am I good at, what are my talents, what is my purpose, or maybe just what the hell am I gonna do with my life. I wasn't good at much of anything in school, in fact most of my teachers thought I was very dumb and a few even told me so. But obviously I wasn't, they just had the same problem I had, they hadn't the faintest clue what I was good at.
What I'm good at is change, now that may sound odd after all most people wouldn't consider that a skill. But it is and a very powerful and important skill and one that sadly most people lose soon after they leave their twenties. Well I have left my twenties and am more open to change and adaptation than ever before, I put much energy into keeping myself mentally, emotionally and spiritually dynamic, and I'm becoming stronger for it. I don't fear the future even though I really have no more idea what's going to happen anymore than anyone, but the reason I have no fear of it is because I'm very sure of my ability to adapt to whatever will happen even if that is my death.
So that's my plan, my secret, to keep open and dynamic... you can do it to.