um...wow
well its been awhile, and things have been eventful. had a kinda of fling i guess with someone, but we decided it was best to just stay friends. and im now friends with elena, which is good, i didnt like us hating each other. also last night, i got to hang out with someone i havent hung out with in FOREVER lol, so it was awesome. and then he kissed me and wow, could i have a bigger smile on my face? no i dont think i can. lol and then i talked to him for like hours on the computer, and i said things that i would never usually reveal about how i feel, and i totally meant them, and i really hope things work out with us. because i swear if whiny little bitches get in the way, im going to like scream due to the stupidity of the whole situation. but anyway, we talked til 3 am, and i loved it. hes just so perfect for me. but anyway, new subject since i could go on forever about that one. im almost off probation, like one damn month, cuz i swear this stupid curfew is killing me, its so uneccesary. also me and erin have become so close, and shes so awesome to be around, and she has become one of my bestest friends, so now i have 4 best friends, how awesome. well i need to go back to bed, since i decided not to go to church and its so damn early.