YAYYYY!!!

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I am so happy. Truly and wholly. Jay officially asked me out on Sunday, March the 5th. To make a very long story short and because not everyone needs to know the crazy details of our weekend, I'll give you the abridged version. After a very emotional and tumultuous night, we walked out of the Hunterdon County Police Station and Jay turned around, throwing his arms around me, crying onto my shoulder. I held him and said to him, "you may not believe me, but i love you." and 2 seconds of suspense later he replied, "i love you too." and we repeated it so many times, making up for the multiple times we've wanted to say it recently. Later that night, we were cuddling in his room and i said, "so you love me huh?" and he said, "i know what you're waiting for" ::smiling:: "will you be my girl?" and of course I said yes and more i love you's. This is so much more real than anything in my past. My past relationship may have lasted a very long time but this is true. This is honest and whole. There are no lies, no denial, no dishonesty, no cheating. Just honest care and love and want to actually be around each other. No angry taste of distain in our mouths. No pain of knowing the other person's lips had tasted another's. Just happiness, true happiness and I couldnt be happier. I love you Jason Lisa. In high school we never thought we would ever talk, much less fall in love. You mean everything to me and I will take care of you and love you for as long as life permits. I love you so much Jay. ♥

Rosie and JayJay
3.5.06 - the beginning of the really living