my life is a rollercoaster
Life sucks
I dont know whats wrong with me
one minute im so happy and in a great mood
and the next minute i am being the biggest bitch and hate everyone and just want to cry
Im confused
my head and thoughts are going in a million directions
no one really understands how i feel
i need to find someone that does understand, and actually cares bout me and my heart and my feelings (besides hana)
but if i did find someone i dont know if id know what id do or how to feel about it cuz im just used to people just stepping all over me.
Anyways enough of that.
Went to the girls indoor soccer game tonight. Tasha and Christine went with me. The other team had to forfeit cuz they didnt have enough players so they ended up just playing anyways, just for fun i guess. After the game, i took The girls back to where their cars were, and then just went driving around. Thought bout some stuff, and listened to the Ashlee Simpson cd really loud. I love her lyrics. They relate to me and im sure MANY other girls in so many ways.
Tomorrow im going to my moms work. she has alot of work to do before the new school year starts so im gonna go help her get some stuff done, and take some stress off of her. I think im going to the guys indoor game with tasha after i get off work, and then hopefully doin something fun afterwards cuz i dont have to work saturday morning(thank god).
Hana, i love you. thanks for being the greatest best friend anyone could have. You are my other half :) xoxo
I dont know whats wrong with me
one minute im so happy and in a great mood
and the next minute i am being the biggest bitch and hate everyone and just want to cry
Im confused
my head and thoughts are going in a million directions
no one really understands how i feel
i need to find someone that does understand, and actually cares bout me and my heart and my feelings (besides hana)
but if i did find someone i dont know if id know what id do or how to feel about it cuz im just used to people just stepping all over me.
Anyways enough of that.
Went to the girls indoor soccer game tonight. Tasha and Christine went with me. The other team had to forfeit cuz they didnt have enough players so they ended up just playing anyways, just for fun i guess. After the game, i took The girls back to where their cars were, and then just went driving around. Thought bout some stuff, and listened to the Ashlee Simpson cd really loud. I love her lyrics. They relate to me and im sure MANY other girls in so many ways.
Tomorrow im going to my moms work. she has alot of work to do before the new school year starts so im gonna go help her get some stuff done, and take some stress off of her. I think im going to the guys indoor game with tasha after i get off work, and then hopefully doin something fun afterwards cuz i dont have to work saturday morning(thank god).
Hana, i love you. thanks for being the greatest best friend anyone could have. You are my other half :) xoxo